I still don’t understand breaking someone’s heart the way you did to me, but I need to just let the idea that I must know, go. Because its unhealthy to dwell in the confusion of someone who isn’t really okay. I can sense you’re not okay and you’re confusion because your mind just isn’t there yet. I’m also going to stop hopping from past to future and constantly looking for something in someone that doesn’t want to be had. I’m going to throw myself into business. No matter how lonely or how much I long for a best friend by my side, I can’t make that person just anyone. I know this, especially now. When I find them, they have to know all the parts of the real me. I can’t fake anything because I want it to be right. I really do just mostly miss the best friend part.

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"Mom, I need tits." #prom2014

"Mom, I need tits." #prom2014

Pretty sissy. ☺☀ (at Planting Fields Arboretum)

Pretty sissy. ☺☀ (at Planting Fields Arboretum)

There’s something wrong with me.

There’s something wrong with me.

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Chalkboard tree plaque.
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"My teacher refuses to display my artwork." "Kir, if you like it, you like it." "I don’t." 😂 (at Planting Fields Arboretum)

"My teacher refuses to display my artwork." "Kir, if you like it, you like it." "I don’t." 😂 (at Planting Fields Arboretum)

There was a time that I thought you were perfect for me, in so many ways that were not so apparent to the outside world. Those little things and the loss of such a friend in my life is really taking its toll. It doesn’t get easier unless you replace. I seem to be losing friends or losing interest in them, so there is a real lacking in replacement.

Sibs. Matilda is a classy lady. #tbt

Sibs. Matilda is a classy lady. #tbt

Pearl.

Pearl.